small t-shirt

so i wore a small t-shirt to work today under my long-sleeve, and it's making me feel super fat. yuk. so depressed. the dunes show last night was great and we got nods from both papers... but i felt insecure and nervous the whole time. uncomfortable in my skin. yuk. thought the set was very very rough.... and was humbled by Dolorean. the best thing all night was getting swept away by Dolorean's set... i was really taken away... and now i'm left with this icky sticky feeling all day... we won't play again until end of march, and i'm glad... and depressed.... bi-polar fo sho. whatever. moving on...