sick

hell. haven't been sick for months. MONTHS! and here comes one. fuck. that fuckin reporter from the oregonian printed a story in today's A&E about PRA. he just spilled the beans. let the cat out of the bag... blah blah blah pra has been broadcasting on 96.7 for 3 and a half years without a FCC licence. we hoped he'd just talk about the stream... now it's just a matter of time before they come a-knockin. went to see Loch Lomond last eve @ the DF. ran into tim from the standard and her stopped after recognizing me. he was with al james... i think all is just sick of me... i'm sure i seem like a pest. but tim looked @ me with soft eyes... the eyes of a friend. whatever. i respect both of them ever-so-much that's the real issue. i just can't bring myself to like Loch Lomond. i wish i could. it just dosen't do it to me.